Long Time Coming
So its been a year since I last posted. To look back over the last year… Hmm? It has certainly been a ride. Not sure whether more positive or negative has taken place… It has been a year of trials and tribulations I know that for sure… To look back and think in a year my life would be in the turmoil it is in now.. I would have said no way… It’s not all been bad, I have 2 very healthy children. But the relationship with both of them have come under attack. I never thought that I would be in the fight of my life to keep involvement in my bloodline’s world… To walk away from strengths and positive outlets, I’ve found out leave you in a very vulnerable place… I find myself living with much regret for many of the failures that have over ran my last year. Its been a long time coming for me to muster the desire to start blogging again. Amidst all of my low points, there have been so many priceless and unforgettable moments in my personal life and in what I love to look at as “daddies world”. I hope that by pushing myself to motivate my thoughts in to words, that my focus and energy can be placed back where it needs to be…